Update!!

This is just a simple post that is an update on me. it has been nearly a year since anything new about me has been said. I am still currently in Girl Scouts and will soon be working on my Girl Scout Gold Award. My Gold Award will consist of Depression, Self Harming, and the things that are involved in it. There was a time in my life were I experienced this and I now am wanting to contribute back to my community to allow younger people know that someone is out their and is willing to help them through it. My main focuse will be going to our junior high in my town and talking to the school either as a whole or class by class. This will not only be a journey for people who want to start one but, a journey for me to learn more about who I am.
I am a senior in high school, looking into joining either the Navy or Air Force, though at the time the Air Force seems more likely to happen. Things are looking on the brighter side and which just has taken time to get their though it is slowly getting there.
Don't ever give up on something that you know you can achieve and also don't give up on life. Things might get hard at time though you have to tell yourself that things will get better and it just takes time.

as always, LoveYourLife

Trust

   So it has been a VERY long time since I have gotten to Blogger and posted anything. I am sorry for this happening, just I was very busy at the end of the school year, during the summer and I finally have some time to write.
   I am posting about the one thing that every relationship needs besides love which is Trust. I went onto Google and looked up the definition of Trust, here is what it gave me:

Trust:Firm belief in the reliability, truth, ability, or strength of someone or something.

Everyday we wake up not fully knowing what the day is going to hold and who is going to be their when we need it the most. Though some how we seem to find the trust within our selves and within others. Trust is a major part of our everyday living. so much a part of it that it in a sense helps keep us living along with love.
   We give our trust to our friends, family, piers, teachers and into the relationships we are in. We trust that they will not cheat on us, harm us in any form, keep us safe, tell the truth and not lie and be their for you when you need it the most. They are not only your friend but your companion.
  Days go by and we trust in ourselves that we are making the right choices that will affect everything rather small or large. Trust that the people we surround ourselves by we can trust them to. Tell secrets to people, do things that you are not supposed to do but you trust that it wont get told and will stay between whom ever was their and yourself.
  Though one thing I must say is to most definitely trust within yourself or you yourself will not be able to trust others for who they are. Rely on others for them to have the ability to tell you the truth to let you know what you really need to know. Let them be the one you lean on when you do not have the strenght to do something yourself. This is why you trust that person.

So as always, LoveYourLife

long!

<p>well its near the end of the school year and beginning of the summer. so hopefully you are all getting ready. looking in stores for the swim suit of the summer and making plans to spend it with friends and have a blast. get a few sun burns and tans. sleep in and stay up late watching movies and eating junk food.
other than the summer coming up hopefully everything is going good or getting better in some kind of way. yes it does take time for things to happen but it will happen if you allow it to happen. wow that was a lot of happen's lol.
also memorial day is this month and most of us get out on that day and get to have fun with either friends or family but either way hopefully it will be fun.
well im done for now and im always open to anyone who needs help,with anything please let me know. dont be nervous and think i will judge because i will not. i am not that type of person.
so as always,  LoveYourLife

The next year!

So I have decided that for the,next year I am going to be vegan. Yes I know probably shocking, but it is something that I want to do. It is healtgier if done correctly, and I wont be eating bi-products from other animals.
Now there is a difference between being vegetarian and vegan. Vegetarian is when someone eats mostly vegetable and all the other stuff, though they eat a certain meat still. But being vegan is that you do not eat anything from animals all you eat is grains, vegetables,, fruits, starches and other things that do not contain any animal products. Some people do not think I can go a year but I am determined to do so and get the experience, though I am curious what my boyfriend will have to say about this all. But if he loves me like I believe he does then he will respect me and help me through it. And I might not eat the meat but I am willing to cook it if it is needed. So a few weeks ago I became very stressed and wasn't sure to do about it. I didnt want to talk to anyone about how I was feeling because they may take what I was saying wrong. Then I decided to write, and writing for me helps. I can put the way I am feeling on paper and not have to worry about the paper talkong back at me and criticizing me for what I had wrotten. So maybe one day if you are stressed or depressed or feeling other way it might help to write, maybe go take a shower and sing. Go running, walking, or listen tousic.. Find something that helps you in a good way, helps you to cope with what is going on and,might make things a little easier. Well that is all for today so as always, LoveYourLife

What I saw

So I was at the mall today with my mom and saw a necklace ring and bracelet I believe that said LoveLife..I wanted it all so much. I think that it is awsome that others want to love life and enjoy every aspect of it.

Everyday is a new beginning for new adventurea. So take the most adventurous one you can find and dont only include yourself but others too. That way it is fun and you can enjoy every second. There is a reason the present is called the present and the past called the past. And the future is in your hands so hold onto the present yes it is a present but still a present that is to be opened and discovered which makes it the future. Which is what you are holding in your hands i.e. present.

So Easter is almost here. Which means everyone who gave something up for lint you can soon indulge yourself in that sacrifice. Yummy!! I have never given up something for lint though im not Catholic. So even though im not I might try it next year to see what it is like to not eating or do something I,want for an entire month.

Well as usual this post must come to an end for the night so far well to you all have a wonderful might and future and present. LoveYourLife

!?!

Not sure one what to blog about today. Just feel like blogging lol.

We school is almost out and summer is right around the corner. And for the seniors it is either going to be the last summer they have due to joining the service or it will be the summer before college. Though one thing is that once you graduate your life truly starts. No more parents to help you and give you everything you want. It is your decision on the choices yoh make so make them wisley. This is also one of the last times you will get to see all of your friends at the same time. So take advantage of it, though not too much.

So I guess I am done blogging for the day, if there is anything that you,need let me know. So as it is said Love Your Life.

St. Patricks

So I was watching TV and I saw their add for green ketchup. I like the idea about it and all but it kinda reminds me of nasty fungus or making me wonder if I will turn into the Incredible Hulk, though I know these things aren't true, but maybe the hulk thing would be.
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So on the last post I did I got the comment that I should be a counselor or social worker, yes it would be a very interesting and good field for me to go into since I enjoy helping others before I help myself I don't fully believe I would enjoy it because of some of the things I would see. It would bother me in ways unthinkable.
Some people may think that being in that field of work doesnt effect you though the truth is that it does because either you can't help someone who needs it or you come to late to help them and inside it hurts. It is very rewarding when you help the ones who need it but still a very stressful and vigorous kind of work.
But my field of choice isnt much better because if I become a nurse in the Navy and then a physican amd surgeon in the future I know I will be dealt the death card on nearly every case I am given and will also see things that I wont be ablw to get from my mind but I am willing to take this task on because I am helping others before I help myself.

Well im going to go to bed and end this post with a Happy St. Patrick's Day and if you ever need anything just let me know and I will help in any way possible.

Its been so long!

Hey people out their that read my blog im sorry I havent blogged in a while. Laptop wont let me get on blogger and I just now downloaded the Blogger App on my phone.
So how have you all been doing? Hopefully you have been doing good and if not I am still here willing to listen and help in anyway that I possibly can help. And if your wondering about me I have been better though I am still looking on the brighter side of things as much as I possibly can. Which is the better thing to do in my personal opinion though everyone is entitled to their opinions lol.
Well im going to get off of here and hopefully start posting nearly everyday now since I have the Blogger App.

A writing!

So for the past two weeks I have been trying to post from Blogger and everytime that I do it won't seem to load. So I finally gave up on Google Crome and went back to regular old Internet. And it seemed to work so now I am finally able to post onto Blogger. Yay!!

So we are close to the end of the first month of 2012. Things are just beginning to take off from their starting point. Rather they be good or bad things. Though things will usually get worse before they get better. Which is kind of the suckish part about life, but it you keep looking foward and look past all of the negative and bad things you can see that there are still good things to come.

So last week since I couldn't post onto Blogger I typed a sort of thought thing I guess you would call it. It isn't fully finished yet and still needs some touch up's but it is better than nothing at all. And I think that everything is said in it is the truth and that we really do need to take it into consideration at times. So if you want to read it I am going to copy it onto this post.

Looking Within and Out

            Everyday someone kills themselves, we might not hear about it or really care why they killed themselves. We only see the part as to where they did kill themselves, we don’t ponder over why they did it or was it an accident or on purpose. We never ask the questions of were they bullied, abused, misunderstood, or the big thing is depressed.

            We never seem to want to know what is really going on or happening around us. We think that everything is drama and do not want to get involved. Well maybe that is just what we need to do is get involved, go up to someone you looks like they need help and ask that awkward, unsure what is going to happen next question: Is something wrong and can I help? This question just on the outside of it looks like a scary place to go a unsure thing to do, but maybe if you were to just spend some time looking within it you would see that this question can open up a whole new world for someone who really needs the question to be asked.

            Asking that question to someone that you have maybe never talked to and just seen in the halls and thought nothing of them will help not only them, but you too. Asking a simple question which others might think is stupid could possibly save someone’s life. You could maybe save someone’s life you never know. Yes asking a question to someone that you do not know, or to someone that might not be in your clique may seem as a wrong thing to do or you might think that your friends will stop talking to you and ignore you all because you talked to the “weird person”. Though friends are supposed to be friends no matter who you are or talk to, and if they themselves cannot accept you for talking to someone that just might need it then they are not true friends at all.

            Say one day you are walking in the halls at school or you are out somewhere and you see someone who is dressed is black and is alone with headphones in their ears. And inside you know that something is wrong and that helping would not be the logical thing to do when with your friends, but maybe if you were to walk up to that person and ask a question they might open up to you and talk. And then after a while things might change with them, they might start to dress different, act different, be this completely different person that you had met that day. You could be the reason that they changed their life for the best, changed because you were willing to go out of your way, ignore what others say and help out someone who needed it the most. Then one day you come to find out that that night they were going to go home and overdose one pills to end the pain they felt. House would that make you feel within if you found out that you went outside of you comfort zone and help them.

            Wouldn’t that make you feel important, that you helped to save their life, that if it wasn’t for you they wouldn’t have a chance to live a life of wonderful things, laughing, playing, relationships, and the future they are destined to have. Wouldn’t you knowing that you saved them and opened up so many doors for them and also you in return got a true friend who would be their for you when you would need it them most.

            Though let’s take it from a different point, what if you wouldn’t have gone up to them and asked them what was wrong and if you could do anything to help? The next day you would go to school as if nothing ever happened and if was a usual day, but then on the loud speaker your principal comes on and says that last night one of your class mates had over dosed and killed them self. Some people might not think anything about it and just go on with their life as it is, but what if you are not like that and you think to yourself what could of happened if I would have helped, what if I would have asked the question and not cared what my friends would think about me? Would they still be alive today, would they be sitting in their class learning and listening to the principal say something else on the loud speaker?

            We don’t realize what is really there until it is gone. Maybe if were weren’t to just look on the outside of things and actually try to look at what is within we can do so much more, if we just look at the outside of things then we wouldn’t understand things, wouldn’t be as we are today. We wouldn’t help nor look at things from a different point of view. Everything would seem to be bias in every aspect. And some opinions would be over used or to outspoken, and this would cause chaos in a major way.

            Taking small steps in everything will allow you to look within what you are doing, you won’t just see the cover of something won’t be able to judge it just by its cover. You will be able to see things for what they truly are. Sometimes this isn’t always going to be a good thing, not everything is good but if we did not have them bad things then we wouldn’t get the experiences, wouldn’t be able to look within.

One week into it all!

So its been 2012 for a week now. How does it feel to know that you made it this far? That there are many more great things to come this year. Yes I know that everyone is thinking that the world is going to end  on 12/21/12. But personally if it does then it does, just the thing is that if we do all die would you be happy with the life you have lived so far? Would you regret anything that you have done in the past? Yes we all have small things that we regret, but when I say regret I mean things that are very huge and that you will never forget. Such as did you start on you goal for your future, did you make some kind of effort to help this world in any way, have you gotten rid of the grudges that you had against someone and will you be happy with what you have done?
These are some of the questions that you should maybe ask yourself because it is never to late to change bad things to good things. And if you have fear within you then that means you fear something, but doesn't mean that you will never overcome that fear. Take it by the  thresh hold and tell that fear that you no longer fear it, that this is you life and you decide what you want, not it deciding what you want for you.
Well as usual if there is anything that you need to talk about I will try to help out as much as I can, yes this is life and you may think that you are going through it alone, but you are not going through it alone there will always be someone their to help you when you need it the most. You may not  notice it at first but they surely are their, just have to read between them lines and take a chance at something.